Devious Journal Entry
Guiltythis minds winter blanket,
my blood remains hot
as I let bleed my anguish,
as I let bleed the wound
I myself carved into my flesh.
The fault is mine,
and I let the blood burn,
like how the morning eye
greets the rising sun,
I let my blood burn
till I am no more,
and the winter turns crimson.
Ill pay with my anguish.
Ill pay with my guilt
till Ive bled out everything
to calm my crimson winter.
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It is a defeat of the spirit to learn that one's arrogance causes such loss and pain. Pride invites you to soar heights of personal triumph, but the winds are stronger at those heights and the footing tentative. Farther then is the fall.
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Ask me about barnacles, you won't regret it. (sometimes, it is what you've got, not just where you stick it.)
Other girl: Hello
Jessica: You've been a really interesting person to talk to.
Other girl: Really? Thanks. You really mean it?
Jessica: Yea.
Other girl: What's ur name again?
Jessica: My name is Jessica. What's urs?
Other girl: I can't really tell u.
Jessica: Why?
Other girl: Because I'm dead.
Jessica: What?
Other girl: I'm dead.
Jessica: How can u be dead? I mean, dead people don't i.m. living people.
Other girl: Yes they can because I can.
Jessica: Ok then, so ur dead. Ok. So what's ur real name now that I know that u are dead?
Other girl: Mary, or at least it is now.
Jessica: So where do u live 'dead person' and what's ur last name and ur real name?
Mary: Do you really want to know?
Jessica: Yea, duh. I mean, ur probably lyin and I wanna know who u really r by lookin in the phonebook.
Mary: You really wanna know?
Jessica: (Feeling Frustrated) Yes. I DO! Now just tell me ur dumb name!
Mary: I"m not dumb.
Jessica: (Calming down a little) Fine then. Ur not. So tell me ur name.
Mary: I live in mirrors and travel by them, and my full name is BLoody Mary.
Jessica: (Laughing) You can't be bloody Mary. There's no such thing!
Mary: Are u sure about that? Do you wanna find out the hard way? I know everythin about u. I know where u live, what u like, who u like, ur favorite color, ur full name, and I know what u are scared of.
Jessica: Ok, ur really freakin me out now. Stop it!
Mary: I won't. If u don't copy this conversation down and send it to 15 people, I will come to you.
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whatever you do don't read this, y r u still reading? stop reading!! AHHHHHHH!!!!!
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It is a defeat of the spirit to learn that one's arrogance causes such loss and pain. Pride invites you to soar heights of personal triumph, but the winds are stronger at those heights and the footing tentative. Farther then is the fall.
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